i'm so bored

here in the middle of the school, in the computer room, as the many french girls insult their computers, here i am, bored, forced to listen to their useless conversation, bored. I just printed out a picture of Cloud in Advent Children. nice, but uncolored. another disadvantage in this school. Not a single teacher or adult watches over us, i could do anything on this computer. But dipped in this endless depth of boredome, the first thing i do, such unnusual, is get on livejournal.com, Lindsey's voice echoing in my mind "you should make more entries" and the need to see, to speak to Nichole pursuing me. So. after such a long time of quiet. i decide to write an entry. without any meaning, without any thoughts. just write.
perhaps it is the need to communicate with my friends. it is most likely.....
now the girls are fighting over guys on the internet... "is he GAY??" they squeal.
Life is filled with useless things. yet it is just a point of view. it may be that it is useful for the world to go round that a bunch of giggling girls are behind me, irritating the whole room with their permanent talking and most girlish laughters. how depressing.
hmm i dont think this is the kind of entry that lindsey had imagined that i should write. i'm in a funny mood these days. wondering as every other teens wonder about life and reality. the kind of shit that you cant get away from.

besides all the depressing kind of talk , i am quite happy these days. i have bought FFVII advent children off ebay (for, unfortunatly, they dont have it yet in france) and am waiting impatiently to get hold of it. yes i know that you all in united states have it already (lucky bastards) and probably have already seen it a couple of times. Alas, you dont know how lucky you are over there. yet as i say it i should also consider myself lucky to live here.
now the guys next to me are yelling at the girls to shut the hell up.
How stupid is humanity...